It's REAL

Monday, May 23, 2016

THE W'S GOT BAPTIZED!!!!!
AYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA
my heart IS SO FULL. 
man the church is true i cant even deal. 
the day started out crazy. it was raining 
the programs for the baptism werent printing. 
we woke up in a mood. it was so stressful. 
EVERYTHING THAT COULD HAVE WENT WRONG DID.
but then... brother W... got baptized first. 
got confirmed a member of the church.. ordained the
aaronic priesthood. then was able to baptize his 
family! it was a beautiful thing. UGH
NOT A DRY EYE IN THE ROOM! 
ESPECIALLY WHEN WE SANG THE CLOSING 
HYMN;families can be together forever :,)
so tender. 
BROTHER W got up and bore his testimony at the 
end and it was just amazing and the spirit was so 
strong and we had cake and ice cream 
because they joked that they wanted ice cream 
at their baptism during sunday school 
so our awesome relief society ladies made it happen!
and we baked them a cake with their baptism date on it 
because thats just what you do when you are a 
SISTER MISSIONARY. ugh i love it. 
so now that the W's are baptized. NOW WHAT
WELLL..... THIS IS AWK... we are back in finding.... mode
finding people to teach... me and sister botchway are thinking 
about just standing on the street and singing... in downtown 
Charlestown? because why not? haha well we are actually 
still teaching their daughter " E " because she decided she 
wasnt ready yet. no big deal. so pray for her. we still have 
one investigator. and on friday we will be going to the DC 
visitors center with them! SO RAD. im so  excitedddddddd
i heard ARIANA GRANDE has a new cd? what the...
what is life? 
also i started meal preping? who meal preps on a mission? THIS GIRL!
I DO NOT WANT TO COME HOME AND BE FATer. 
also we started running ..... and guess what I FELL :( 
IN FRONT OF A MEMBERS HOUSE -_____-
because the neighbor hood we live in is quite nice... 
so a bunch of the neighbors are members of the church lol...
im sure they saw me... it hurt so bad... i wanted to cry 
but guess what .. i didnt even cry! HA! 
oh and im still learning how to cook its so g8. 


SO YALLL.. WRITE ME... SEND ME A PACKAGE.. AN OWL.. A POSTCARD WHATEVER
OH AND HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANNEMARIE ALCLA! WOOOOOOOOO
ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY WEEEK ! 

I LOVE YOU ALL. 

CHURCH IS TRUE SEE YOU IS 15 

We finally got real furniture in our room. From the W's.
Cooking and not being afraid of hot sauce.



The Cake

Country Livin'

Monday, May 16, 2016

HEYYYYY
i didnt take too much time to think about
what i was going to say to you folks this week 
sorry bout it... 
but i can update you a little. 
the W fam is still on date for this saturday the 21st! 
wooot woot pray for them! 
3 out of 4 of the family member will be baptized. 
and im terrified of that happens after that because 
the finding people to teach phase is terrible... 

ALSO. sister W is an AMAZING cook 
and has been teaching me and sister botchway how to cook! 
shes seriously the best! 
i now know how to make meatloaf ! 
HOLLA AT ME  jk in 15 months mayybee
She even gave us pretty aprons as party gifts. 
ugh shes the best. 

country life in good ol' west virginia is well... 
country life... allergies are horrid. 
and i now snore... but i can cook? 
i promise next weeks update will be better? 
also we started running in the morning. 
lol that should be interesting. 
ill let you all know how long that last. 


OH also I stopped caring about the way i leave the house
because id rather have extra sleep.... 
#PRAYFORME

love you , 
sister sosa. 




How Great Thou Art

Monday, May 9, 2016

brethern & sisteren
what a week. st8 up .
me and sister Botchway were on a emotional
roller coaster. 
Lets start off with the bad i guess. well its all good... 
eventually.. haha 
it was like sister Botchways 4th day here and i really wanted
her to meet some pretty sweet neighbors we had started 
teaching so they invited us over for dinner as always 
and we were gonna follow up on their Book of Mormon read 
and then all of a sudden their like "listen we are never gonna be 
mormon" UMMM CAN I FINISH MY CHICKEN FIRST? 
poor sister Botchway. it was like they planned to just str8 up 
go HAM on us and tell us that they wont convert & dont 
want to feel "pushed" and that they dont think that 2 
weeks at the MTC is enough for anyone to go around 
preaching the Gospel. me and sister botchway sat there and 
took it. Stephanie wanted to come out... & tell her to stop.. 
But the spirit told sister Sosa to sit there and listen. 
oh boy... This family is seriously the sweetest family... 
always having us over always feeding us always asking us to 
teach them about what we believe... and then one day 
out of nowhere. they just let us have it.. NEXT

sooo on Friday.. The Elders decided to "give" us their 
appointment with the 'A' family & tell us they are borderline
baptism so we are like awesome maybe we can 
go sprinkle some sister missionary magic! 
first of all the Elders directions to the A FAMS house is 
"its in between the dairy queen and the enchilada place 
the yellow house and the right door" knock 3 times... ok ok 
i added the knock 3 times... but still. ridiculous... 
so we get there right.. already sketched out... and 
as soon as we get there.. the spirit is literally screaming 
at me to GET OUT. my throat got tight and i i eventually cannot 
feel it anymore.... ugh.. but we stay.. because its an appointment 
and everyone needs the Gospel. we walk in and its like a house party
ALMOST... J the mom introduces and her daughters their boyfriends and 
their kids... and people keep coming in and out of the house... J starts going through
all the missionaries shes been through and we find it really hard to start a 
conversation. and just when you think we are getting somewhere... J's cousin comes in 
and starts talking to us and by the way they are a Hispanic family i think that's 
why the Elders sent us the connection. 
and anyway F starts talking and starts going "i have alot of respect for you two ladies" 
and we are like finally someone in here who appreciates us .. but NOPE...
then out of nowhere he looks at Sister botchway and is like "a black mormon" 
"i cannot believe your religion was so desperate it started converting black people"
ARE YOU KIDDING ME
STEPHANIE WANTED TO COME OUT. 
Sister Sosa stayed calm and testified..... that we are a world wide church. and that we are growing... he wasnt having it... sigh.... i tried changing the subject... told him my middle name was fernanda then he told me we should get married ... Ok thats when i knew we needed to go. 
My heart literally broke... for those little girls in there who wanted us there who were so excited when we walked in.. i had the biggest knot in my throat and my stomach 
hurt so bad.... you bet we got ice cream.. 
some days are bad... 
But in these experiences Ive learned that There has to be persecution in all things. 
The mission wouldn't be a mission if everyone was like the W family. 
It wouldnt be stronger if i didnt experience at least a nano bit of what 
my savior experienced. Ive realized that he is at my right side. 
The greatest missionary of all time. Christ himself. 
I thank him for these moments.. now. because he trust me 
he trust me with these people , he knows i can take it. 
i can handle it. my emotions my heart. I can hold my tears back 
until i get to the car anyway..... my love for the savior grows everyday 
that im here because im beginning to learn what Gethsemane really is. 
What it really took. and what he did for me. for you for us. for the A family. 
for that. I wont give up on anyone. Just like he didn't give up on me. 


SISTERS, happy mothers day... i hope everyone got to relaXXX. i know 
mine was amazing. i got to talk to my mom and dad and grandmothers and 
liddo brother. such a tender mercy. we didnt get to skype but there is always 
christmas! I miss my family so much! But i know im here so other families can be together
FOREVER. I LOVE YOU MOM HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! 

i ALSO got to talk to miss margarita ( elder evangelistas mom) and his sister 
and when i skyped them jose was skyping at the same time... AWK 
i got to see his face for a SHY minute. 
Hes speaking english & im speaking spanish... i know god has a sense of humor. 
LOL. 
did the god ol' switch arooo on us. 
IS ALLLL GOOD IN charlestown tho.. dont even worry bout me. 

I also got to talk to the CHAPPLES. OHHHHHH SWEEEET BABY HAIDEN! 
my heart is FULL. 
AND THERE IS SO SO SO MUCH FOMO (fear of missing out) 
going on right now. UGH but 
im saving souls is all i gotta remember. 
i just wish i could be there for my beautiful fren. 
and with that said i want to wish her a Happy mothers day 
Leticia you are an amazing mother. I cannot wait to raise our pups together

THE W'S ARE GETTING BAPTIZED ON MAY 21ST YALLLL 
MY HEART SINGSSSSS! i  ammm soooo honored to be an instrument to my Heavenly Fathers work! 
Like the FIELD IS WHITE ! 
Sister ROWLEY & I prayed when we whitewashed C town to teach and baptize a family. 
and its happening! 
happy belated bday sis rowley i miss ya. 

yall the Lord is sooo good and with that i will leave you with my favorite hymn at 
the moment... how sweet thou art. 

o lord my God when I in awesome wonder consider all the wolds thy hands have made 
i see the stars ,i hear the rolling thunder thy pow'r thru out the universe displayed .
then sings my soul my savior god to thee , how great thou art. 

soooo goood soooo amazing HE LIVES. i know it . 
love you alll write me... 
make me a CD PLZZZ ANYBODYY.. 
i miss hillsong... 
any christian cool music is cool too 
noo romanticas... 
k thax 
peace 
SISTER SOSA.  





When I get no letters in the mail -___-



It was Zachary's birthday. We made him a cake.
He's getting baptized May 21st with his mom and dad.




Short Of Spiritual

Monday, May 2, 2016

HI PEEPS
I GOT A NEW COMPANION
Her name is Sista BOTCHWAY (BOTCH-WAY)
Transfers are nuts. I miss Sister Rowley. 
TODAY WILL BE A GOODDAY 
I wish I had a super spiritual message for ya today
but I don't LOL. Sorry I'm the worst missionary EVA.
But I guess I can just tell you what I've been up too.
I didn't really get to go grocery shopping because of 
transfers so everyday for breakfast I've eatten 
pb&j... because no milk. So I've finally lost the weight 
from the MTC. Thank GOD. 
Also it seems like everyone forgot that I have a mailbox 
or something so just in case here it is 

14 Deerbrook Dr 
 Charleston, WV 25414
;) 

I check the mail and get so sad... 
Okay sweet.  Send me all your pictures your posting on Insta and I'll draw a heart
on them and send them back. L4L
I'm not driving anymore hallelujahhhhh 
SISTA Botchway is designated driver. I h8 backing out though 
(backing out means I stand behind the car and clear the road and look ridiculous in 
public) 
I feel like I'm forgetting to tell ya'll something... oh well
Anyway the "W" FAMILY CAME TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY! 
IT WAS AMAZING! ugh I can't even deal with how well they are progressing
Elizabeth their youngest did so well in sacrament ! And loved primary! 
They are still on date for baptism and we are taking them to the DC
visitors center (GOOGLE IT) ON MAY 26! They are so golden! 
June first we will have a midnight baptism for them! haha 
I stayed with Erica the "W"s older daughter that is 13
in Young Women and I was asked to bear my testimony
and awkwardly I joined the church and never got to be in Young Women 
so... I told them how blessed they were and how happy I was that my 
daughter will grow up in the church and will get to be in Young Women &
of course I start crying and when I get back to my seat she sees that I'm 
crying and she throws me her "comfort item"
My heart about broke into a million pieces. 
In the "w" home they use "comfort items" for when Elizabeth feels scared
or doesn't feel good. It's something autistic children need to know they 
are safe. She is just the sweetest girl. I'm so grateful that I get to 
teach the "W's" I love them so much! I cant wait till they are 
sealed in the temple ! 

I LOVE YOU ALL 
The church is true! 
Write me... -_____-

rude...

ps. thank you for everyone who took the time to email me happy birthday.. so sweet 
:') 

Last picture as a district! 
New companion
Birthday a couple weeks ago
 
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